If you just came into this site about face-blindness or prosopagnosia,
I suggest you start either with my stone page
for a brief introduction to what face-blindness can be like, or at my homepage
for an overview of what pages are available on this site.
I created this page to try to give my friends and myself an idea about what I am able to remember of a face.
The first examples are cartoons because they are interpreted by the brain as half way between objects and
faces.
This page is only about how I remember faces. It is not how and
where I look when i talk to someone. Even how I remember the faces was so
elusive that I did not notice it myself until I started experimenting with
it. I don't think anyone else could ever have guessed.
Have you ever looked at a faint star in the sky? You can not see it if you look straight at it, only if you
look a little bit to the side. (Try it tonight if the stars are out and you haven't noticed it before.
It has to be really dark. Close to a big city it is often not possible to make out the faint stars at all.)
That is how it feels for me when I try to visualize faces. When I try to look straigh at the image I
visualize, I see much less than when I try to look a little beside them.
In real life, I never visualize a face straight in front of me. What you see in the middle column here is
what I found when I started experimenting with visualizing in order to learn more about my face-blindness.
Note that the blurring and loss of colour in objects I don't look straight at, has nothing to do with my face-blindness. Although we are usually not aware of it, normal human eyes always gives that kind of image when
we don't look directly at an object, but see it "in the corner of the eye". In the same way that most people
are not aware of this blurring and loss of colour, I was not aware of my inability to visualize faces straight
in front of me until I recently started to actively experiment with what I can and can not remember.
What they really look like |
What they look like when I visualize them straight in front of me |
What they look like when I look a little bit beside the visualized immage. |
Would I be able recognize him or her? |
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YES |
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YES |
On this row I wanted a photo of someone I have not actively tried to remember.
In the photo is
Jack Kilby.
He was awarded the Nobel price in Physics year 2000. I have listened to one or two of his
lectures with great interest, but I have not actively rehearsed his features.
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If I do not 'rehearse' a persons features, I usually don't remember what they look like at all.
What I do when I rehearse is that each time I see the person I am trying to remember (and know who it is),
I will silently say to myself "This is X, brother of Y" (or my new boss, or my mother in law,
or the person I talked to for an hour during lunch, or ...).
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After I have done that a number
of times I will have learned to recognize them, at least when I meet him or her in a place
where I expect to meet them. If I don't 'rehearse' I will very likely fail to recognize
someone who have been working in the same corridor as me for years (even if I meet them in
that corridor).
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MAYBE |
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This is Francine, my resource manager. We sit in the same corridor in
the office so I see her almost every day, and talk to her every now and
then. She is someone I see often but who is not a close friend. When I
took this picture I had known her for a few months. |
I am usually totally unable to see a real visualized face straight in front of me.
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When I try to visualize her face looking a little bit beside it, I have
a fairly good image of what she looks like. (At least it's good for someone
with prosopagnosia.) This image fits my memory of what she looks
like quite well. What I lack is her emotion. I can see emotions in a face
as well as most people. I get much of the emotional information from the
area around the mouth, even though it seems to be completely impossible
for me to remember what the mouth looks like. |
USUALLY |
This is Hans, my husband
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When it is someone I know really well, such as my husband, I often have a less good image
for some reason. What I have is mainly the feeling that the person invokes in me.
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Whether I visualize someone straight in front of me or look beside the image does not seem
to make much of a difference for the result when it is someone I know really well.
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YES |
This again is Hans, my husband
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If I try, I can remember what some details of the face look like. It does not help much in
the process of recognition though.
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When I try to remember someone I know well, I think I probably use other things than the face
to recognize them.
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What I have tried to show here is not a complete description of reality of course.
It is only a description of how I remember faces. What other face-blind people do and do not remember
can be completely different. So far I have not heard from anyone who has exactly the same experience
with what they can and can't visualize / remember.
Also this is only about how I remember faces when I use them to identify someone. We humans can use faces
for much more than that. We use them to read someone's feelings, to see someone's gender, estimate someone's
age and so on. All these things I do as well as most people. My problem is very specifically connected
with the identification of people. This is possible because the human brain uses a number of different
brain-centres to process images. One of them, located in the right temporal lobe, is specifically designed
to identify faces. It does nothing more and nothing less then to try to identify all faces that we see.
In my brain, that centre does not work.
I think one reason that I remember faces better when I use peripheral viewing
(look beside the image) could be that the brain does not recognize the image
as a face when I don't look straight at it. When the image is not identified
as a face it is not routed to my damaged brain centre for recognizing faces.
Instead it is routed to a brain centre for general pattern recognition. That
is the same brain centre that non face-blind people would use to recognize a
stone or a twig. Using that brain centre I have learned to recognize people
about as reliably as most people could learn to recognize a stone.

Note that faces are not the only way to recognize people. When you get to know someone well enough,
you learn to recognize them from the back, or from 50 meters off. These are situations where you actually
can't see the persons face. This kind of recognition I can use too. I use it both in situations where most
people use it because they can not see the persons face, and in situations where the face is visible, but useless to me for identification.
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